"HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY SWEET AHMI GIRL"

I hope and pray your special day was filled with laughter and love. I thought about you all that day as I always do. You're never far from my thoughts. Always held close in my heart. Seven years old! I can only imagine how much you've grown. How much you've learned. Although I miss you as much as always and yearn to wrap my arms around you, the pain is more bearable. I'm trying to see each passage as bringing our reunion one year closer. God brought you and I together on April 13,2007. I believe his will was interrupted by humans and circumstances. He will bring us back together again. I long for the day when I will hug you close. I will have years of cards, love, and memories to share with you. Until that day comes, where we will be reunited, hopefully never to be separated again, I hold you in my heart. At night when I look up at the moon, I'll be thinking of you. Be happy sweetest girl. I hope you laugh often. I love you Forever and Always plus One More Day! XXXOOO Mom

"A NEW SCHOOL YEAR"

Hello sweetest girl. You've been on my mind a lot recently. Wow! First grade! You'll be 7 soon. You must be so big! I bet you love school and that you are a great student! I'm sure your teachers love you. I pray you are loved and happy. I love you very much Ahmi girl! Forever and Always plus One More Day! When the time comes, I pray that you will search for me. I'm confident you won't have to look hard or long. I've spent the time since we were separated laying a trail for you. Please know that no matter what, no matter when, I am here waiting 24/7. I will always be here for you. I will provide you a safe harbor, whatever you need. I will NEVER BETRAY YOU TO anyone! No one has my loyalty over you! Grow and learn sweetheart. I know that each year brings you closer to searching on the computer for answers. I'm waiting anxiously to provide them. I miss and love you Sweetest Ahmi girl! Every minute of every day. Forever and Always plus One More Day. Your so called parents wouldn't allow us to say goodbye. Maybe that was for the best. Please look for me honey. I want to be reunited with you more than anything in this world!

"DEAR SWEET AHMI GIRL (LITTLE ONE)"

Wow 5 1/2 years old! Not so little anymore! Kindergarten will be starting soon. Are you excited? I remember when you were 2. You wanted to go to big kid school. Like "your kids" Sam and A.J. What do you know? The time is almost here. I'm sure you've grown and learned so much over the past year and a half! I often wonder; Do you still like elephants, tea parties, the beach, flip flops, chocolate? Is Jasmine still your favorite princess? Do you still silk? I miss your silks! I bet your hair is so long! Like I always said, I'm sure you skipped breakfast the day they were handing out the good hair gene. I'm sure you were first in line! Lol! Do you still play little tricks to hear others laughter? I miss your sweet impish grin every day! I pray everyday that your heart is light and the sound of your sweet laughter is heard often. The sound of your laughter and giggles makes the world a much better place! I hope that wonderful sound often brightens the world around you! You deserve so much laughter and joy! I hope and pray you are happy and well! Although we weren't able to say goodbye, I've never stopped loving or thinking about you! I'm so very sorry that I just disappeared from your life without saying goodbye. I need you to know, understand, and to believe that it wasn't your fault! You could never do or say anything that would cause me to go away or to ever stop loving you! Ever since you were a little baby I've said,"I'll Love You Forever and Always Plus One More Day!" That has always been true. Forever and always it will be true! You're the kindest, sweetest, smartest, bestest little girl ever! Just as we always told you, you're beautiful on the inside as well as the outside! That makes you very special! Lots of people have outer beauty. However, many of them don't have the beautiful heart that you do! It was a joy and a privilege to be a part of your life! Someday when you're grown, I would love to sit and share so many awesome memories with you. I have your scrapbook, baby journals, and your dvd. I will keep them safe until the day I pass them on to you alone! Every night I look up at the moon. I pray you giggled and laughed that day. I always say, "I love you sweetest Ahmi girl. Forever and Always plus One More Day!" Until the day we are reunited, I hold you close within my heart! Sending you tons of hugs and kisses, and oceans full of love! Mom p.s. Chris and Terry are having a baby girl in Sept. Right after school starts. Her name will be Adriana Rose. I'm making a pink and white blanket for her. Also making a small scrapbook. Well, I'm decorating the pages. They'll add the pics. I LOVE YOU!